May 24, 2006

what a blur

i am home safe from another fun tour and what a blur it all seems to be right now.  i am very sure that i had the best burrito of my life from Panchero's in Iowa City.  I am relatively positive that chicago is finally a city I can say that I love.  I am definitely going to cry myself to sleep for a week out of my lovesickness for Ludo.  I definitely cannot stop singing Quietdrive's 'Rise from the Ashes.'  I definitely don't know what I'm doing next.

Yes I admit that.  I know everyone out there expects their favorite artists/bands to be well-oiled, prolific, hard-working, new-merch-announcing, new-tour-booking, money-making machines.  But most of you know by now that I am far more haphazard about my career and that it falls victim to the whims of my bi-polar...whims.  After finishing this tour, I can tell you that sometime relatively soon I would like to do another one.  I hope you can all understand the difficulties involved with that (it isnt profitable, my record is not being promoted currently because my label has self-destructed, and I do not draw enough people in any markets to just go wherever I want) - I'm not complaining at all I'm just spelling out the issues at hand.  I want to make a new record because I do not want to give up.  I also want to start a side project that takes me places musically that I cannot alone take myself.  i am jealous of bands who have each other to lean on. 

I had a really good time on the second half of this tour and I want to find a way to make every night feel that way.  Hopefully soon I will have something new for you that can create the forward momentum that has been so slow as of late.  I'm sorry if all of this is a downer to anyone!!  I have been in legal wranglings with my label for months now and I'm just saying I think I need to and am ready to get back on the horse!


ar
Posted on 05/24/2006 1:56 PM Comments (1)
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